what to share..erm

these days..
i found out a lot of things..lol
which now is a common gossip for all of us
but not me n ee cheng
y?
we just shut up for good
y?
cause shut up is the best way
y?
so we would not hurt others
y?

fine, after so many whys, let me explain, hah
the A.G n YY are now the hottest topic for all the drama to gossip
which i m sure you know what i mean

i understood YY has a lot of fans (admirers) nowadays
which is good..(thinking how to continue)
and i also understood its common for us to gossip
but...

do we think of others circumtances while gossiping?
NO !!
we just start gossiping as much as we like
as loud as we want
the loud the merrier
the more the happier
but...

maybe..in the 21 of us..
there are more which are also YY fans
now what?
still continue with the gossiping?
or shut up like we do?
for goodness sake..SHUT UP

the one who walk last
the one who sit last
the one who we had hurt so deeply but have no idea about it
the one who was so quiet from the begin to the end
the one who had no chance to be closer with her
the one who only can watch her from the back

but the most important is..
the one knew the truth from his 'FRIEND'
the one's friend had no idea that one also admire her
and told one at the wrong time
but what can one do?
told his friend that he have feelings for her too?
no way right?
the only and one way is...
stay optimistic and fake a smile

feel how deeply the pain is?
the hurt cant be mend..
eventhough one just look nothing
do what he do everyday
say what say everyday
look what he look everyday
but..

it's still not the same
get it?
DIFFERENT..smart ass