from yesterday,
i went back to DA ZHI to help,
because lack of ppl for the chanting ceremony
these few days are very precious for me
not just that i learn loads of daily life things
i also started to ''see'' ppl hearts
orally and physically

*i wouldnt like to use one name
nobody like to see their name in other ppl blogs
because of bad bad things*

yesterday, we have lots and lots of baskets, big containers
and especially the thing we use to cover the food
we need to rub the dirt away and clean them
if i am not mistaken, the amount reach 30++
never mind, we only got a few friends around to help
good gracious, how can we finish cleaning them by time?!
but we still have to finish our work, though
so, we started dividing to groups
which to scrub, which to wash
luckily the weather is kinda windy and we enjoyed
within half an hour,
in came more baskets....
i am speechless...

do you know how dirty those things is?
my god, i cant even describe,
we didnt even have a pair of glove dude
but we didnt think much
right now, we just need to finish our work
actually i also dont really mind those dirt
doing the work with a bunch of friends
threw everything negative away
isnt that great?

minutes tick by..
eventhough we have finished part of them
but in every sight of mine still consists of a lot more
like its not becoming lesser but the opposite
i was quite relief and happy
when she came and help
but i am wrong
it was worst than a disaster
four of us were scrubing and one of us were washing
so, i asked them whether they could help with the washing
2 pills for soap + water another 2 pills for clean water
one of the she take the hose (need to spray of the dirt)
(actually the hose thingy, my friend take care)
so, i told her that she should hand wash the things
before spraying
but she didnt follow what say..
maybe she didnt get what i mean..
so i repeated the same words
and still she did not follow
ahh, i get it..she doesnt want to use her jade hand
well, i am not so happy that time but i didnt show it out
so, i let her spray as much as she like
later, my friend take over back her job
and 'she' took those washed to let it dry under the sunlight
i guess it was a good idea, at least she wasnt within my sight
she pass by us when taking it to dry
and the meantime, i felt raindrops pouring on my back
goodness, can she hold it higher?
use your damn brain to think..even a pig is smarter than you
i never even heard a sorry from her..ARGH!!

i really cant stand her man..
i really want to stand up,shout at her and smack her face
but cant i, can i?
i cant just scold her just because to let me feel better,
i need to think of others circumtances..
be patience, i told myself
calm down and most of all...SABAR!!

any kind of ppl also exist around you..
be careful...

~chill~